BRCA2Boobs are Coming Off! (post 18)

I went to work this AM feeling a little emotional, 24 hours from that moment I would be prepped for surgery. Tomorrow I will lose my boobs. I reflected on this journey, the tests, all the pathology, and the countless number of visits to doctors far away. I have only been able to do this because of my support system. You know everyday we interact with people at home, at school, at work, in our neighborhoods. We exchange pleasantries and catch up on the news of the day. It isn't until you need people that you realize how many people really care.

My work support system is huge. When I told people about the journey I was on they shared with me their own stories, checked in on my well being, and offered support wherever necessary. As the surgery date became closer people asked about bringing my family food, researched the best healing methods, and offered their prayers. I feel so lucky to have so many people there in my corner. I have been blanketed in their prayers. For people whom are not religious that may seem odd or unnecessary but, to be prayed for or offered so many prayers made me feel loved and supported in a very deep way. People who pray know what I mean when I say this. In their intimate exchanges with God they are mentioning me and my family and I couldn't be more honored to have their prayers. I work in a place that genuinely cares about my health and my soul. This feels amazing.

My friends have also reached out to me in ways I found unexpected. They have offered to come to the hospital, take care of my kids, clean my house. and shuttle my kids to practices and games in my absence. I have a very close friend who lives on my street. We see each other everyday. Our kids are close friends. My very close friend brought me a card that was so amazing. She wrote a nice note in there from the heart that I will forever cherish.

My family which is large has supported me in ways they have never done in the past. My sisters are coming up to take care of my children during my hospital stay and me once I get home. They live far away so to have them volunteer to support this surgery and leave there own children to take care of mine, for me is invaluable. My sisters may be BRCA2 positive as well. We need each other because this is a life changing situation that you need your family to understand. My mom and dad are staying near the hospital the entire time I am in there to help and support me while I begin my recovery. I am humbled by the support all around me.

Embrace your support system, accept their help, and if you are open to it, their prayers. People love me genuinely and I never really knew that before. I appreciate this experience for what it has opened up in my life. Love is all around me, I feel it, and I am forever grateful!